Quite a While
It's been quite a while now since I have blogged.
But lately I haven't had the time. C:
I've had much fun in the past few weeks though.
I must say this will be my last entry on fc2. :c
I'm so happy to have found this blog website, but I alas I must leave.
I am moving my blog to a new domain. Although these two blogs will be linked
I will not be updating on this one anymore.

I also have an active tumblr. But I will be transferring it's entries to my blog.
Through the wonderful times on fc2 to the stressful ones, thank you everyone for
being here for me. I really appreciate it and I hope your life will be prosperous.

Ciao for the last time, Megu
[2011/04/24 11:06 ] | Category: None | Comments(4) | Trackbacks(0)
I haven't
I have been able to update much lately because the weeks have been busy.
Even now as I am on Spring Break, I have a lot of work.
I'll update more when I can! :D
[2011/04/13 11:46 ] | Category: None | Comments(0) | Trackbacks(0)
I would Love
I would love for a vacation right now. I mean who doesn't right?
But there is so much work to do to leave behind.
Maybe even rearranging my schedule for next year.
Like instead of taking 4 AP classes and making myself suffer, I'll
take three.
I must not die from this tiring week.
I actually have been wanting to go to the movies lately.
Maybe I'll go over Spring Break.
I haven't been able to take much pictures lately because I've been
I just recently attended a French Make-up homework day last Saturday.
It was refreshing.
A change.
[2011/04/05 16:53 ] | Category: None | Comments(5) | Trackbacks(0)
April Fool's :P
I just got a new umbrella today.
But it's been really hot/humid lately.
Almost like summer. D:
I wish it would rain :D
So I could use my new umbrella<3
[2011/04/01 17:01 ] | Category: None | Comments(2) | Trackbacks(0)
Mario Kart
So I was playing Mario Kart for two hours yesterday and that seemed to release a bit of my stress.
Also, I just recently downloaded two visual novel demo games on my ipod. :)

The first is called Pinky Distortion ep.1 Lite.
I found it to be a great game with awesome music!
I want to continue, but then I would have to buy an itunes card... -.-
It was put together by an An Cafe band member named Kanon.
Here is the link to download it.

The other had nice graphics, but I forgot the name. Well, I have to say the beginning is kind of slow if you know what I mean. It doesn't really get to the climax until 7 minutes later.

I've also been studying hard as AP testing draws nearer.
Next week will be awfully busy and then the following is SPRING BREAK<33!!

The weather has been getting warmer in California.
I've been cooling off with wearing dresses more often.
Tomorrow is probably going to hit 90 degrees Fahrenheit again. :/
And I'm going to have a short weekend too. So much to do...
It's quite difficult to stay positive in times like these.

I'm looking for a new hair-style too. One that may keep my hair at the same length. Since it's 4 inches to touching my waist.
OR..I might go shorter, it depends. :]

My new charger came in today, so now I could use my compy~
So I will be uploading pictures easily now!!<3
(Although I don't think that's so important to mention.)

Well, I have to get back to studying.
And then it's a weekend~ filled with more work.
Love, Megu
[2011/03/31 20:45 ] | Category: None | Comments(0) | Trackbacks(0)
Life Feels
Sometimes life feels tiresome. (School, work, etc.)
I wish I could rest from everything.
And go on a long vacation or move to a foreign country forever.
I wouldn't mind living in Canada with the rest of my family.
I really want to go into a university now.
Not that I'm trying to grow up fast or running away from stress,
I'm just looking forward to meeting new people.
Remembering back, I heard a group talk about how our high school has
a three year expiration date. After three years, no one really cares
about the people they're around or what they do just as long as they
are all set to get out.

My love life is quite dry.
But that's a good thing since it gives me a lot
of time to focus on the most important year of school.
I don't think I will have time next year either since
I will be taking 4 AP classes at once and we'll have another schedule
so in order to get an extra period (7th) I will have to do really
well in those classes.
It's important to focus in school too since it will lead me to a
really good college.
I want to go somewhere far.

People here ask for too much from me.
And people want to possess me. If that makes sense. :(
It's just another human need that I can't give anyone.
And what's more is that when I'm generally being nice,
it's easy to get taken advantage of.
I feel like I should just not socialize with anyone really.
It would be easier to just live alone. It may be lonely, but
it's better than feeling depressed and stressed out with people.
I've kept positivity up this far. I think it's time to let it go now.
Well, I'm thinking that it's the end of the world, but I feel like
this is the time where I will slip.
And I honestly do not want to be caught because if I fall, I could go
to a place where no one could reach me.

Jeez I sound so emo. xD
The thing about falling is that if I really do it,
everyone is looking down on me and that would be worse.
Not that I care about what they think.
But it's still not good because then I would have a low self
esteem and that would mean that I would be mean to other people.
Because when you have a low self-esteem, it's a given that you will
pick on people who you believe have more benefits than yourself.
So I would rather not. It's just so hard climbing a
ladder where people you know wishes for you to fall off of it.
I'm tired of rambling.

The main point of this whole entry is
I don't want to date anyone I'm not attracted to anymore.
I have before, and it always ends up badly.
And I can't even date right now anyways.
This is a really important year for high school.
Heck, I'm not taking any regulars next year either.
So I don't want to have to worry about this again.
I don't look at people in my high school either since a lot of
them just look at me as a female and not really a real friend.
Which basically sums that I'm not interested in the males at my
high school and am looking forward to the summer [of AP work and trip to Canada].

This is what I call a brain exercise
where I just type out what I think randomly
in my mind at the moment of typing/writing entries and such.
[2011/03/27 16:33 ] | Category: None | Comments(3) | Trackbacks(0)
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